Sunday, April 19, 2009
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Enough Is Enough.
It will end eventually. I hope.
Monday, April 6, 2009
The First Hospital Visit.
Now you would think we would have just ran out the door, but no. Doug showered, got dressed, grabbed his iPod, I made the bed, did the dishes, got dressed, did my make-up, etc. I mean, just in case we came home with a new addition the last thing I wanted to see was a sink full of dinner dishes. Priorities. I know.
So about 30 minuets later we were in the car on our way. I must have asked Doug a dozen times "are you scared?" and he just kept saying "no, but you are". Well, yeah, I was. I was sweating and nervous. I was filled with anticipation and worries of what was to come.
So we arrive, walk in and into a room they send me. I undress and step into one of those really nice backless gowns - hospital gowns that is. The kind where my entire back end hangs out for the world to see. Snazzy. I hop into the bed and we wait. The first nurse comes in and takes my temp and blood pressure (which was through the roof thank to nerves). She then hooks me up to a monitor for the baby's heart (strong) and monitor for my contractions (still 10 minuets apart). Then a doctor comes in, asked me about 3,476 questions and leaves. Then another nurse comes in and takes a "sample" to see if my water had broke and to check dilation. Always fun by the way. Then yet another nurse comes in with an ultrasound machine to check the fluids surrounding the baby to make sure he is still floating around comfortably - and he was, which means that no, my water did not break.
Three hours later we were then discharged and told "see you in a few days". Great. In that moment my heart broke. I was so upset that we were not staying there for the long haul and that I wasn't going home with our little man. I also felt slightly silly. I can't believe I didn't know it was "time". I was reassured that everyone is different, it happens to more women than you can imagine, and better safe than sorry, etc etc. It was still hard.
It was an interesting day and it was filled with anticipation, fear, excitement, and a good dose of reality check. I'm hoping that we're back there soon. And not because I am 39 weeks and uncomfortable, but because I am so excited to meet the little man my husband and I created. It's going to be amazing and I can't wait to see his little face.
39 Weeks! Home Stretch!
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Tick Tock....
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
5-7 Days.
I guess we'll just wait and see.
Monday, March 30, 2009
I Still Don't See A Light At The End Of The Tunnel.
Anyway, we have a doctor appointment today. Maybe a big one. My doctor is going to hopefully strip my membranes to help induce labor because he and I both are ready. So wish me luck. I'm really hoping that today is the day. But then again, he will come when he comes. So I guess I will just take it a day at a time as unappealing as that sounds to me right now.
I never was a patient person.
38 Weeks - Lord Help Me.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Suggestions.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Come On!
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Doctor Update.
So boys and girls with that said it looks like I will be a mommy next week (or the following one at the latest). Needless to say I came home, packed up spare batteries, cameras, made Doug pack his bag, baby clothes and got everything in the back of my car. I programmed speed dials and phone numbers on our phones. We are ready to go - I hope.
I am so excited to meet this little guy. I can't sleep and I can't stop thinking about him. It's going to be a long next few days. Hurry up and get here Parker!
Monday, March 23, 2009
Baby-Moon 2009.
37 Weeks Down And 3 More To Go!

Friday, March 20, 2009
Doctor Appointment.
With that said the hubby and I are headed to the lake this weekend to just get away. We're going to do some shopping, eating, and relaxing. I am looking forward to this little baby moon. At the same time since the doctor put the fear of God into me I will be taking my hospital bag and I will have you know the car seat has been properly installed by our local firefighters.
Wish us luck.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Baby Bump Pictures!
If you can, head over to PQ's blog and check out how seriously talented she is!














Yes everyone, this is my baby daddy.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Picture Day!
We met Pamela at Laumeier Sculpture park to start. We just walked around stopping at various spots, sculptures, and grassy hills. She snapped picture after picture always coming up with a new pose, idea or angle. Then on to Lafyette Square where brightly colored dooways, window frames and old brick provided inspiration. From there we went down to the riverfront in which we used old, worn down warehouses and broken windows for a backdrop. While on on the riverfront we headed over to the river walk trail and took advantage of the sea glass mosaics in bright blues and greens. And last but not least we made our last stop the infamous graffiti wall. It is this huge concrete wall covered from top to bottom in brightly colored graffiti for as far as the eye can see.
What an amazing day. We had gorgeous weather, sunshine and the company of our good friend Pamela who I will never be able to thank enough for capturing this time in the lives of both my husband and me. A truly incredible day. Thank you again PQ. I love you tons!
1 Hour Massage + 8 Months Pregnant = Heaven.
It was pure heaven.
I laid down on my side on a warm, soft bed and hugged a huge body pillow and placed a fluffy pillow under my head. I instantly melted. For one hour I completely let go of life. I am fairly sure I fell asleep a few times and when I wasn't asleep I was thinking of a warm, tropical beach. For one hour I was in heaven. I really needed this massage and this alone time to just let go of everyday stress and noise.
It was the perfect gift.
Thank you baby, I mean Parker...
36 Weeks. SO Close!

Friday, March 13, 2009
Look What Daddy Did!

Thursday, March 12, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Project.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Doctor Appointment.
Then it was time for her to check and see if am dilating and all that good stuff. Talk about an uncomfortable feeling. We won't go into details, but let's just say I felt violated. Well, the news there is that I am a fingertip dilated, my cervix is thinning and I am also at the -3 stage. Oh, and he is head down and positioned correctly (which of course will change a thousand times between now and the big day). How do I know his head is down? Well at one point my doctor says "Oh, and there's his head!" Seriously? You can feel that??? Anyway, she went on to say "Well, I don't think we have anything to worry about for at least another 2 weeks." So, he could come early, he could come right on time, he could come late, but all I know is that for another 2 weeks he probably won't make a surprise arrival. I, of course, would like him to hold out for the next 5 weeks to his due date, but I think he has wanted out for a long time now so I understand him wanting to make a grand entrance sooner rather than later.
Everything else is normal. My weight, belly measurements, blood pressure, etc are all right on track. I am the spitting image of a healthy pregnancy according to her.
Now we just wait...
Belly Shot.

Monday, March 9, 2009
35 Weeks!
Your baby now weighs over 5.5 pounds and its crown-to-rump length is approximately 13.2 inches. Your baby's total length is around 20.25 inches at this point. Your uterus is now 6 inches from the bellybutton and the average weight gain is approximately 24 to 29 pounds. Most pregnant women begin to feel cramped and heavy around this time and often become tired of being pregnant. Some women feel like they do not have to room to breathe or eat. You should eat small, but frequent, meals and rest as often as you can throughout the day. Your cervix will begin to dilate and efface within the next few weeks to make room for your baby's head to emerge from the birth canal. Your cervix needs to be 10 cm dilated in order to deliver your baby. This week of your pregnancy your baby's fingernails will have definitely reached the tips of his fingers. When your baby is born, his nails may look long and pointy. Your baby is less likely to scratch himself at this point because of the lack of room in the uterus. Fat deposition will still continue and your baby is getting chubbier and rounder. Your baby's shoulders are plump at this point. The baby begins to develop its own immune system.
Monday, March 2, 2009
School Days.

34 Weeks! 6 More To Go!

Thursday, February 26, 2009
Um...Wow. That's All I can Say...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Doctor.
Anyway, all is well. As usual, Parker was kicking up a storm and making it difficult to get his heartbeat, but have no fear I heard his heart and the doc said "strong as can be". Everything else is normal.
Less than 7 weeks to go!
Monday, February 23, 2009
I Cannot Tell A Lie.
So if you're reading this my family of gift-givers, thank you so much from the bottom of our hearts. It really does mean so much to us to have the love and support that all of you give to each of us every single day.
Sweet Lord.

33 Week Mile Marker!

Your baby weighs about 4.4 pounds at this point. The crown-to-rump length of your baby is approximately 12 inches and the total length is around 19.4 inches. Measuring from the top of your uterus to your bellybutton is 5.2 inches. Total weight gain at this point of pregnancy is usually 22 to 28 pounds. With the exception of crying, your baby is capable of doing everything that a newborn baby will do. Your baby is restricted now inside of the uterus, but still can kick and move. Your baby sleeps a lot of the time, just as newborn babies do. Your baby's eyes move in the manner of REM sleep and researchers believe that babies can dream vividly in uterus. When your baby is awake, she is listening, feeling and learning. There are billions of neurons in the brain that make trillions of connections. Your baby will probably have settled into the birth position by now and your caregiver can most likely tell which way your baby is presenting. If your baby were to be born now, the lungs would probably be strong enough to function properly, but your baby may still need extra care from specially trained doctors and nurses. During these last few weeks of pregnancy, most women experience an increased urge to urinate. The uterus puts a lot of pressure on the bladder and can send you to the restroom frequently. Your uterus has actually grown 500 times throughout your pregnancy! Red blood cell production catches up with the production of plasma and physiological anemia may begin to fade at this time. Your baby's eyes open during alert times and close during sleep. The eye color is usually blue, regardless of the permanent color as pigmentation is not fully developed. The final formation of eye pigmentation requires exposure to light and usually happens a few weeks after birth.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Diaper Bag!

Monday, February 16, 2009
Love Letter.
I want you to know that I adore the bond that I have formed with you. It is a special bond that only pregnancy can bring to a mother and child and I am so grateful for the experience. Even through the rougher days I want you to know that these are memories I will cherish for a lifetime. You have been such a good baby and I count my blessings every single day that I have you in my life. You have truly given my life so much meaning and direction that I will never be able to thank you enough. I am looking forward to finally meeting you and starting our lives together as a family.
I cannot wait for you to meet your daddy. He is already such a proud father. He falls more and more in love with you by the second. I want you to know that he is the best daddy in the entire world and that you two will be inseparable. He is going to teach you how to play hockey, take you fishing and teach you all about the helicopter he flies. He is going to be the man you will always look up to, respect and strive to be like. And you should know that he loves me very much and has always been so good to me. I can promise you that you will grow up in a house filled with more love and laughter than you ever thought possible.
You should also know that mommy and daddy are not perfect. We will make mistakes along the way, but if you can promise to be patient and understanding we will work through life as a family. There will also be times when we may not be the best of friends, but know that mommy and daddy will always have your best interests at heart. And no matter how upset any of us are, know that we love you and always will.
We promise to stand by your side through thick and thin and we promise to give you the best future we possibly can. Mommy and daddy are already working so hard to make sure that we can give you everything you deserve. You mean the world to us and we are looking forward to meeting you. We promise that from the moment our eyes meet we're going to love you more than anything in this world.
Thank you Parker for such an amazing experience. Thank you for coming into our lives. And thank you for already being the best thing to ever happen to us.
Love,
Mommy
Braxton Hicks. What A Pain!
Pregnancy is a time of many changes, both physical and emotional. Now that you are pregnant you are probably noticing that a whole variety of different symptoms are taking their toll on your body, especially morning sickness, weight gain, and bladder problems. As you move along in your pregnancy, you may begin to feel strange contractions in your abdomen, like a tight band across your tummy. These contractions aren't actually labor pains, but instead are referred to as Braxton Hicks contractions, one of the most common symptoms of pregnancy.
What are Braxton Hicks Contractions? Depending on how far along you are in your pregnancy, you may have already experienced a number of Braxton Hicks contractions. That tightening that you feel from time to time in your uterus may feel like real labor, but it is actually a Braxton Hicks contraction. These contractions happen when your brain sends messages to your body to prepare for labor. In response, your body contracts the muscles in your uterus to help get ready for your baby's eventual arrival.
Named after the scientist who first discovered them, Braxton Hicks contractions are typically painless and short, lasting only a minute or two. They can occur throughout your pregnancy, but typically strengthen in the last trimester. They tend to occur irregularly, and though uncomfortable, they shouldn't drive you completely crazy.
Why do Women get Braxton Hicks Contractions During Pregnancy? Though it may not seem like it, there is actually a reason why women get Braxton Hicks contractions during pregnancy. Even though they are not real labor pains, Braxton Hicks contractions are actually helping you to prepare for labor. Often called "practice contractions," Braxton Hicks contractions help your uterus practice for your upcoming labor. They help to soften your cervix and exercise all the muscles that you will need to push your baby out. Without the help of Braxton Hicks contractions, labor would actually be much more difficult and painful.
When do Braxton Hicks Contractions Begin? Typically, you should start experiencing Braxton Hicks contractions around your 28th week. This being said, early Braxton Hicks contractions can start during the second month in some women. You may find that you don't even feel these contractions the first few times that they happen. If you were pregnant before, you may find that this time around your Braxton Hicks contractions are actually much stronger. Braxton Hicks contractions really begin to come on in the third trimester. They also tend to get more intense the closer you draw to your due date.
How do Braxton Hicks Contractions Feel? Braxton Hicks contractions feel differently for each woman. Some find that they are not bothered by these contractions, while others feel very uncomfortable. Typically, Braxton Hicks contractions are described as causing more discomfort than pain. Frequent Braxton Hicks contractions can also be uncomfortable, but not painful. However, strong Braxton Hicks contractions can occur as you approach the end of the third trimester. When you feel a Braxton Hicks contraction coming on, place your hand on your lower abdomen. Your stomach should feel rigid and hard because of the muscles that are tightening in your uterus. This should only last for a few minutes. You may feel some pain or discomfort in the center of your belly, which then radiates downwards.
What Triggers a Braxton Hicks Contraction? Braxton Hicks contractions often start as a result of specific triggers. Common triggers include:
Physical activity or exertion
Sexual intercourse
Dehydration
Touching your abdomen
Your baby moving inside your uterus
What's the Difference between Braxton Hicks Contractions and Labor? You may be worrying that you won't know the difference between a Braxton Hicks contraction and the real thing; well, you are not alone. Many women worry about recognizing the real signs of labor.
Keep these things in mind when you are unsure: Unlike real labor pains, Braxton Hicks won't increase in intensity. Labor pains will increase in frequency, occurring closer together. Braxton Hicks contractions will eventually go away on their own. Braxton Hicks contractions tend to be irregular, with no precise pattern to them. Real labor pains will have a definite pattern. Braxton Hicks contractions are not as painful as real labor pains.
Staying Comfortable with Braxton Hicks. Some women find that Braxton Hicks contractions are really uncomfortable. If your Braxton Hicks are bothering you, try some of these suggestions:
Drink lots of water.
Dehydration can make your muscles spasm, bringing on a contraction.
Avoid caffeine.
Practice your labor breathing techniques.
Rhythmic breathing will help to alleviate your discomfort.
Lie down on your left side when you have a contraction. This should help to ease the pain and keep you rested. Change the position you are in or switch activities for a while when you have a contraction. A slight change in movement sometimes make the contractions disappear.
32 Weeks Here We Come!

Tuesday, February 10, 2009
A Wee Bit Too Fast For Me.

Monday, February 9, 2009
Doctor.
Fingers crossed. The finish line is getting closer by the day.
Holy Cow!
That's all. Just some more moaning and groaning.
Freaking Out!
So off we went to Target and we bought a few packs of those hospital pacifiers that women rave about along with a bottle of baby bath wash, A&D ointment, a few packs of wipes, baby lotion, etc. It wasn't much, but it really put my mind at ease. I felt like we will have some stuff for when we arrive home from the hospital. Then we walked past the bottles and I felt the sweats coming on. I have zero clue on which bottles to use. There are glass, there are plastic, there are ones that need plastic drop-ins, there are cheap, mid-priced, and expensive. Baby Jesus I had no idea what to do. Needless to say we left that aisle and decided to cross the bottle bridge another day. I just cannot think about it. It's too much pressure and I figured people do this every single day, so I am sure my husband and I will figure it out eventually.
I know I am ready for him to get here, but there are times when I look around and I think to myself "what in God's name am I going to do when he gets here?" It's a vicious cycle my brain plays on me daily, it's awful. One second I'm totally ready, the next moment I am freaking out because the clock it rapidly ticking.
31 Weeks! Getting SO close!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Cage Fighter.

People ask me all of the time "what does it feel like?" and to be honest it is an unexplainable feeling. I like to tell people that I feel as though I have swallowed a massage chair that was set to high. It is a kneading feeling that will start in one place and move across my entire belly to the opposite end (envision a lava lamp). I can see his elbow, hand, knee or foot poke up (similar to popping a tent) and literally move around my belly. I can even poke back and make him tuck that body part in. That to me is the strangest feeling. I can physically feel my child, I can move him around and position him to a spot that enables me to breathe easier. There are times when I can look down and see that one side of my belly is significantly larger than the other and I can tell he has found a spot to curl up in and sleep. Then there are times when he kicks like a firecracker. It not that he is doing much moving around so to speak, it's more like he is staying still and simply kicking his little heart out.
People say I will have my hands full, but I like to say that an active baby is a healthy baby. That's what really matters to me.
Monday, February 2, 2009
Pregnancy Brain.
The kicker was today. I got up this morning, felt great, did my normal routine, sat down and ate breakfast, etc. Everything was going great until about 10 minuets ago when I kept itching at the collar on my dress. Then I look down and the tag is sticking out - in front! I have been at work 4 hours and have had my dress on backwards the entire time.
Unbelievable.
30 Weeks! Almost There!

You may feel as if you have been pregnant forever at this point. It might be hard to imagine being pregnant for another ten weeks, but your baby still has a lot of growing and developing to do! By this time, your baby's crown-to-rump length is a little over 10.8 inches and the total length of your baby is about 17 inches! Your baby weighs about 3 pounds now. Your uterus can be felt about 4 inches above your bellybutton. Your uterus, baby, placenta and the amount of fluid will get larger over the next ten weeks. You should be gaining about a pound a week at this time. Because you are getting larger, you are probably becoming slower and clumsier. You should try to be careful to avoid dangerous falls. Good posture when sitting and standing can help you feel better during your pregnancy. You also should be rolling over on your side to get up after lying down because your muscles have stretched to accommodate your growing uterus. Even though your baby is cushioned by the amniotic fluid, she can feel and respond to pain. Your baby now does "practice breathing" to get ready for life outside of your womb. If you have an ultrasound at this time, you will be able to see this. If your baby swallows amniotic fluid down the wrong passage, she will still get hiccups that are noticeable by you. If your baby were born at this time, she would be able to keep herself warm. The skin begins to smoothen as fat deposits accumulate underneath. The fat insulates and is an energy source.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Some Of The Best Gifts Yet!

So Jenny, thank you for your kindness and generosity. It truly touched me deep down.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Is It True?

Wednesday, January 28, 2009
The Last Two Weeks.
Hip Pain?
So now I am experiencing hip pain and it hurts like a mother. I am waddling like a goose and moving around is getting increasingly more difficult and painful for that matter. Why do I have hip pain? That was my question as well. Read on.
Hip pain is a common and uncomfortable complaint of later pregnancy. Many women will experience hip pain during pregnancy, particularly during their last trimester.
Our bodies release hormones that help relax and soften the joints and muscles. This happens to help prepare your body for labor and delivery. Believe it or not release of such hormones occurs as early as the first trimester. Typically the release of hormones into the body however doesn't affect most women until they are further along in their pregnancy.
As your body and uterus continue to expand and grow, your posture may become more awkward. Your muscles and ligaments respond differently to the presence of relaxin in the body. Relaxin in the body helps the pelvis move around more easily in preparation for birth. Unfortunately it may also increase your susceptibility to injury and also result in some hip pain during pregnancy.
Monday, January 26, 2009
Squash Anyone?

29 Weeks! Getting Closer!
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Looking Forward...
Yay Or Nay?

More Random Stuff.
My ankles are swollen every night. It's not awful, but it doesn't feel good. On the upside my husband rubs them for me nightly.
Getting up and down or really any sort of quick maneuvering is a thing of the past. Rolling over in bed. Getting in and out of a car. Getting up from the couch. It is all becoming increasingly harder and exhausting.
Every step I take is becoming more and more planned out. For instance I make sure I have everything before I even think about going downstairs. I run through a checklist. Keys? Wallet? Purse? Grocery list? Chapstick? so on and so forth. Otherwise it's a trip I have to make back up those dreadful stairs that I sooo do not want to make.
I cannot see anything past my bellybutton. My "girl part" is long gone. No clue where it went. And shaving. Ha! I'm lucky I can shave up to my knees at this point. What is worse is that I catch myself trying to move my baby bump in order to see what is going on down past the point of no return. No luck though. Shocking.
I can feel my child's body parts. The other night we were laying in bed and I was rubbing my belly when I felt a significant "bump". Turns out it was his arm. It was the most insane feeling. I can feel him all the time. Not just moving, but I can actually touch him and feel the difference between belly and baby.
My belly button is about to pop. It looks funny now and every single day I notice that is getting closer and closer to popping like a turkey timer.
I pee non-stop and it is getting worse. It is literally every 5 minuets depending on how much fluid intake I have had that day. Also, when I have to go I have to go. And there is no warning. I can be standing in the grocery aisle feeling fine when it will hit me like a freight train. I literally have to run to the bathroom while doing the "pee-pee dance" in hopes I do not wet myself.
I cannot sleep on my back. You know how books will say that moms-to-be should sleep on their back and how it will offer optimal comfort? Wrong! It is awful (for me). If I lie on my back all of that weight and pressure just pushes down on my abdomen and bladder making me more uncomfortable than I thought possible. I just shove a pillow under my side and snooze away.
I can pretty much eat all day now. The other day I had 1 bowl of cereal, a huge glass of oj, a ton of water, chicken noodle soup, 2 star crunches, a cupcake, some little snack sized candy bars, a dinner that consisted of steak, potatoes, green beans and corn, topped off with 2 Crunch ice cream bars and then I looked at my husband and said "PB&J sounds pretty good".
I cannot tie my shoes hardly anymore. When I do tie them I cannot lift my knee to my chest so the knot of the lace is either to the left or right side of my shoe. And my shoe is far from being secure.
If I am lying on my back and attempt to sit straight up my stomach will go from a basketball shape to more of a speed bump shape due to my muscles trying to hold everything in place.
I am still petrified of labor and that fear grows with each and every single passing day.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
28 Weeks And Counting!

Friday, January 16, 2009
Getting Closer.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
My Handyman Husband.
Charly Horses.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Doctor Update.
Bit Off More Than I Can Chew.
I'm thinking I might just put the rest of the bag together (minus the pockets) and call it a day. I think the bag will still be amazing and we registered for bottle zipper bags anyway to prevent spillage/leakage in the first place. So I can just toss those in my bag instead of having individual pockets. Right?
Does this make me a bad mother already?
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
My Husband.
So baby, thank you for everything that you do. You are simply amazing and I adore you more and more with every single passing day.
Glucose Screening.
She lied.
It was awful. I mean, yes it could have been worse, but seriously it was the opposite of good. I took one drink and thought to myself "how in the hell am I going to drink this in 5 minuets?" So I thought a straw would be better. Nope, I was wrong. So I sat at my desk, choked back the rising vomit and chugged that stuff like it was going out of style.
While I was reading it I saw the possible side effects. Things like vomiting, nausea, diarrhea and fainting were just a few. Stellar. Wish me luck.
Nesting.
Last night I sanded the glider down. I did not paint it for obvious reasons. I will leave that part up to my husband.
A few nights ago I bought wooden letters that spell "LOVE" to make a Valentine door decoration to hang on our front door. So I painted the letters red and let them dry. Last night I glued ribbon to the back of them in order to hold them together and now the ribbon is drying. I'm hoping to be able to hang them on the door come tomorrow if I get to decorate them tonight.
I even started sewing my diaper bag together! I got the inside pieces sewn together. Just as the last stitch was stitched I read the directions again and thought "oh my God, I was supposed to sew the outside pieces together first!" Then I read it again, and again, and again. My eyes were welling up because I thought I had just wrecked my entire project, but after about the 3,467 time of reading it, it turns out I followed the directions correctly to start with. Needless to say at that point I retired from my crafting for the night.
I have vowed to work on something every night for just a little while. No matter how big or small the project is. Wish me luck.
Monday, January 12, 2009
27 Weeks - Third Trimester Here We Come!
You are now in the third trimester, and last, of your pregnancy! Your baby's crown-to-rump length is about 9.6 inches and your baby's total length is approximately 15.3 inches! Your baby now weighs about 2 pounds 3 ounces and is going to grow rapidly during this last trimester! Your uterus is about 2.8 inches above your bellybutton. If your baby were born now, it would have an 85% chance of surviving. Even though your baby is still not fully developed, she would be well within the limits of premature viability. You still have approximately 13 weeks left of your pregnancy, and during this time your baby must continue to grow and develop.
27 Week Baby Bump.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
My First Project.
The Small Touches.
Little toys on top of the shelving.
Piggy bank.
Little iron rocking horse.
Helicopter piggy bank.
Little lamb.
Friday, January 9, 2009
I Can't Even See My Feet!
Want a good laugh? This is how my night started out. I walk into the YMCA and ask where the mommy yoga is. A nice man says "right down that hall, first door on your left." So off I go. I'm a few minuets early so I just wait in the hallway for the class to begin. As time went on more and more women started showing up in serious workout gear and they were all skinny. I thought to myself "this can't be good". Now I am obviously pregnant. I am wearing yoga pants, sneakers and a long sleeve t-shirt that's a little snug making the baby bump very hard to miss. A woman stands next to me obviously waiting for the class to begin when she turns to me and says "so, you here for the ab workout too?" I looked at her, looked at my belly and said "I know I look like I am in need of a few crunches, but I'm actually waiting for the mommy yoga class". She laughed, turned slightly red and said "Oh, sorry, they switched classrooms and I just walked past a group of pregnant women upfront. I'm guessing that's where you would want to be". So off I went to the right classroom.
All in all though yoga was great! It was interesting though. I didn't think I would have been doing that much bending or stretching at 6 months pregnant. What was even funnier was that my friend and I were the furthest along in the class. So all these other girls (barely pregnant) were just breathing, stretching and touching their toes and here were were red in the face, sweating and worried about how we were going to pick ourselves up off the floor.
At one point we are down on all fours and were instructed to take one leg, reach it up behind us to the sky then sweep that leg down and into our chest and then cross it under our belly and in front of our bent knee and then to drop the bent knee so that leg was flat with your other leg underneath it and stretch your arms out as far in front of you as they could go. I wish I could have seen myself. It actually started to hurt in my hip area so the instructor brought over some small foam blocks and started putting them under various body parts to prop me up. I looked at my friend and I could tell she was struggling so I said "you have to get some of these block thingies." Needless to say she did and we survived.
I am looking forward to going because truthfully I like the bonding time with my baby. I also enjoyed the peace and quiet, but best of all we were taught how to position ourselves in order to relive discomfort. I know that will come in handy the next time my child decides to jam himself under my rib cage.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Mommy Yoga!

Baby Reinholz Has A Name.
Drumroll please.......
Parker Douglas Reinholz
We adore it. It's really the only name we could come up with that we agreed on. I was dead set against anything "traditional" (no offense to those of you out there). I just didn't want to have another Brian, Thomas, David, etc running around out there. And of course we didn't want anything "strange" either. I also have this weird thing about names being shortened to names ending with a Y. Like Thomas = Tommy, Tim = Timmy etc. I like names to be used in full. Like David is David and Michael is Michael. Although they don't bother me too much when they are shortened as long as you don't call Michael, Mikey I'm fine with that. I just picture my child being 30 and he's still being called Timmy. Drives me bonkers.
So I threw out the name Parker when we were leaving our 9 week ultrasound and that was it. It was like a lightbulb came on instantly. We could not come up with anything else that we felt topped it so we wrote it down in our baby book and that's that folks.
Parker Douglas. I can't wait to meet him.
My Latest Undertaking.

So off to the fabric store we went. I picked up everything I needed. I found an adorable funky and retro fabric for the outside of the bag and a bit more simple fabric for the inside. Grabbed some other odds and ends and home I went. I was so excited to start my project.
I get home, set up my machine, thread the bobbins, etc. I was rockin' and rollin'. Then I decided I didn't really want to start my project until after my vacation because we had other things going on and I would much rather wait in order to give myself something to do when I get home from work during the week.
Fast forward to this week. Tuesday night I make my way down to my crafting area so excited to start my project. I open up the book and cut out the patterns and unravel the fabrics. Little did I know the most time-consuming part of the project was the actual cutting out of the patterns. I worked for 3 hours on Tuesday night alone just cutting out fabrics, fusible fabrics, fusible fleece and more. I thought I was done. Then I opened the book last night thinking I can't possibly have too much more to cut out. Wrong! Big Fat Wrong!! There was WAY more on the next page. But I hung in like a trooper, kept cutting till my hands bled (not really) and let out a huge sigh of relief when I was done. At that point I started ironing all the fusible fabric to the corresponding material and trimmed back excess fabric etc. I still have quite a bit to do, but I figure one more night of ironing I should be done. Then I can start the sewing machine and get crackin' on this project.
I truly underestimated what went into something like this. It's going to be so gratifying to have made my own and have it be one-of-a-kind, but there was a point last night when I thought to myself "I should have just bought one".
All in all though I am having a great time nesting and being creative. It's very me and I'm very much at home when I get to do these types of things.
Wish me luck!
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Stage Fright.
He'll put on his show one day I'm sure.
Monday, January 5, 2009
26 Weeks Here We Come!

Monday, December 29, 2008
25 Weeks.

Monday, December 22, 2008
Twins?
Fyi. I have only gained 15lbs. It all came at once because the first trimester was a little "rough" to say the least. And it is all in my belly (and boobs). From behind and from straight on you cannot tell I am pregnant. Not to mention I am almost 6 months pregnant so I should be "filling out". Right?
I came home that night and asked Doug "Do I really look like I'm carrying a litter of children around in my uterus?"
I love my family. Thanks for the smiles and the weight complex. Ha!
Skinny.
Sure enough, my husband found my now favorite pair of jeans. I am so excited that I own a pair and that all my boots fit over them and that I don't look like a whale!
Thanks babe for being the best shopper ever!
24 Weeks!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Hiccups?
She then gave us the great news that I am right on target with everything. I have gained 15lbs (fairly certain that 10 of that is in my boobs) and that my tummy is measuring at the average growth. I had no complaints, no swelling, no personal or internal discomforts or concerns. So everything is just fine.
Next appointment: Glucose test. Good times.
Monday, December 15, 2008
Being Pregnant.
*I apologize in advance if there is anything in here that is too much information.
My nose constantly runs. What's even more annoying is that it is in the same spot in my left nostril and nothing will stop it.
Speaking of my nose. I also get bloody noses from time to time.
Speaking of blood. If I even get a tiny paper cut I bleed like no tomorrow. I was giving blood once during a doctor visit and that tiny little hole refused to stop gushing. The nurse just said "you have to love that mom-to-be blood".
The first trimester was rough. I never got sick, but there were days when I thought about making myself sick in hopes I would just feel better. And energy? What energy? I was in bed by 7:30 at the latest every single night (including weekends).
My belly and boobs seem to get bigger by the day. Luckily that's where all the weight has gone so far.
Speaking of boobs, due to increased blood circulation I now have an insane amount of bright blue veins covering the girls.
My hair grows like crazy. Not just on my head either. And when I do shave I pray to baby Jesus I do not take off a limb.
Prenatal pills taste funny.
I cannot walk up or down a flight of stairs without getting winded.
Forget shoe laces. I can hardly bend over as it is.
Heels are out of the question. I was clumsy before I got pregnant, imagine me now.
I pee non-stop. In fact my husband clocked me yesterday. I went 7 minuets before I had to pee again. Bladder control is truly a thing of the past. There are days I consider depends.
People are always telling me to be careful. Like I didn't know.
Laying on my side is becoming increasing difficult. I have to shove a pillow under my belly and it never fails that the instant I get comfortable I either have to pee or am no longer comfortable and need to re-adjust.
Dreams are stranger and more vivid every night.
Ah, maternity clothes. What is up with the belly band on just about everything?
I am finally to the point where I look pregnant instead of looking like I ate a 2lb burrito for lunch.
Headaches are awful. Imagine your normal headache and then multiply that by 100 and that's my average headache. The kicker: I can only take 2 Tylenol per day. Stellar.
People want to touch my belly all the time. Some people don't ask. Some people just mid-conversation will start rubbing my belly. I still have not figured out if I am o.k. with or not, but as of now I am not. It drives me nuts. It is an invasion of my personal space. Unless you are my husband, immediate family, close friends (or have permission) do not start rubbing my belly like a genie bottle unless you are wishing for a black eye.
I am noticing my back and hips are sore from time to time.
Being the designated driver ALL the time really is not that fun.
Being pregnant is a great excuse for just about everything. It even got me out of jury duty.
I am so in love with this child it's insane. I love him like crazy and I haven't even met him yet.
Getting in and out of cars is becoming more and more like an Olympic sport.
My memory is gone. It no longer exists. I am finding that I am forgetting things that I do every single day. Between misplacing my keys or forgetting to sign off on something I forget it.
People are SUPER nice to you when you are pregnant. It's amazing.
The baby kicks in the middle of the night a lot. Typically when I am falling asleep I will get a swift kick and be up the remainder of the night.
Right now is a great time in my pregnancy. No aversions to food. I have my energy back. And my belly looks like I have swallowed a volleyball. I still even have the "glow" which is nice because I know all of those things will soon go away and I will probably become a raging hormonal mess who just wants to "get this kid out of me".
I am not allowed to pick anything heavy up. I believe no more than 20lbs. I am also not supposed to demolish, throw away and re-organize my basement either, but I did anyway. I also threw my back out.
The thought of childbirth is horrifying. No really. It is. You can tell me over and over "women do this every single day and they are just fine". I don't want to hear it. I don't want to hear how "amazing" your labor was, or how "awful" your labor was. I just don't want to think about the fact that my "private area" is going to experience a pain like no other and then to top it off will be stretched out to the size of the black hole when all is said and done. To be honest I am still clinging on to hope that the stork will bring my baby in a nicely wrapped bassinet and place him on my front porch.
Registering for a baby is stressful. I spent 30 minuets staring at breast pumps and didn't even put anything on the registry. It's way more fun when it's for your wedding. When it's for your child it's stressful because you just don't know what's right. It's easy to match place setting and napkins, but picking out a car seat, forget it.
I'm officially nesting all the time. I am constantly coming up with "to do" lists or moving furniture, or trying to organize something. I have a list of projects I would like to do or things I would like to make before he gets here. And what's even worse is that I want to do everything now. Drives my husband nuts.
I don't really crave anything. The first trimester I could pretty much eat anything that was not Mexican or Chinese related. Although I do LOVE crasisns a lot right now as well as beef-a-roni, cereal, orange juice and neapolitan ice cream.
My hormones must be all over the place. Lately I feel like there are days I could scream and days I could cry and most of those days I do both of those things. Baby, I'm sorry for putting you through the ringer from time to time. Thanks for being wonderful, patient and kind.
When he kicks it makes me smile. It is the single most amazing feeling I have ever experienced. Words cannot even begin to explain.
In all honesty pregnancy is great. I truly have loved the good the bad and the ugly. I find it comical every single day when something new happens to me. It has been an interesting journey that I am so grateful to be on right now.
23 Weeks And Counting!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008
21 Week Belly Shot!
Monday, December 8, 2008
My Little Soccer Player!
I cannot believe I get to meet you in 4 months! Daddy and I are so excited.
22 Weeks And Still Chugging Along.

Monday, December 1, 2008
21 Weeks!

Monday, November 24, 2008
20 Weeks - 1/2 Way There!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Drumroll Please....
Yesterday was such an emotional and exhausting day filled with nerves, anticipation, joy and tears. The ultrasound was incredible. By far the most amazing thing I have ever had the privilege to experience. He was moving around like crazy. The nurse said he is "so active that I can't keep up". His hands were waving everywhere. He was playing peek-a-boo, covering his ears, kicking, rolling around and more. I was in awe. It was like a reality show from my uterus. The great news is that he is 100% healthy. His heart is pumping like crazy, his major organs have formed perfectly and he is measuring 5 days earlier according to his weight.
We asked the nurse to please write the sex down on a piece of paper and place it in an envelope because we wanted to open it together over dinner. Talk about a long rest of the day. Knowing we were carrying around that envelope all day with the answer to the question "what are you having?" drove us both nuts.
We went to dinner later that night and after we ordered our drinks I pulled the tiny sealed envelope from my purse. I felt like there were a million tiny butterflies in my stomach as I opened it. And there it was, the answer written on a picture of the baby with his little private part circled, "BOY". I looked at Doug and I could tell in his eyes that he was just so happy. He was going to have a little him and the look on his face was priceless. His smile was from ear to ear and his big blue eyes were bigger than I have ever seen. In that very moment all in the world was good.
What a day! As tired as I was by the end of it I was so thrilled going to bed with the thought of how far Doug and I have come. We have been best friends for 15 years and I could not ask for a better partner to share my life with. Now this man will be the father of our child and what an amazing father he will be. He is already so in love with the little one that when he arrives I know the love will only grow.
I can't wait to meet our little boy! We are going to love him like crazy.
There's his little hand.
His leg.
Another picture of his hand. He was waving them like crazy!
His feet.
His head from the top. See his eyes, nose and chin?
His profile. See his forehead, eye, nose, mouth and chin?
His whole body. From the right you see his head, little arm waving and belly.

Monday, November 17, 2008
Tomorrow, Tomorrow, I Love Ya Tomorrow.
So everyone, fingers crossed real tight please. We need good ju-ju tomorrow.
Karate Kid Part II.
All was good in the world in that moment.
19 Weeks!

Friday, November 14, 2008
Karate Kid!

Can You Swim When You're Pregnant?

Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Doctor Appointment Number # 3.
Now this Tuesday is the "big reveal". More tests at the hospital, a fancy ultrasound, and we get to find out if you are a he or she! Can't wait!
Monday, November 10, 2008
8 Days!
I vote girl!
18 Weeks Preggers!

Aunt Mary Mo.
We had a stellar lunch (3 hour lunch) in which we got to catch-up on everything in life. We had such a great time and I hope that we can make it a point to do that more often, but like everyone else these days time seems to be at a loss and we have a hard time finding the common ground in which we can meet.
She even brought you a gift, baby Reinholz. A super soft and fuzzy blanket and sleeper set that I cannot wait to bundle you up in. She is so excited to meet you, but more importantly I am so excited for you to meet her. She will be someone very special in your life I'm sure.
So Mary Mo, thanks for a great day on Saturday. I really needed it! Thanks for the good gossip, the shared secrets and great laughs. You are one of the few that I get to do those things with. Just promise me you will not teach my child how to drink out of an apple juice jug.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Dear Baby...
Love,
Mommy
Monday, November 3, 2008
17 Week Mile Marker.

Sunday, November 2, 2008
New Threads!
With that said here is what I got for the price of $150.00:
1 pair of sassy dark jeans
1 pair of super cute grey corduroys
1 pair of brown corduroys (again, super cute)
1 pair of light brown khakis (make my booty look good)
1 grey sweater with a big button at the top with short sleeves (wear a long sleeve shirt underneath)
1 black sweater similar to the grey one listed above
1 purple long sweater with short sleeves and cowl neck (will also pair with long sleeve shirt underneath)
2 long sleeved shirts
2 pair of shoes
I want to say that even though these are material things that now more than ever I am truly embracing the belly. Before I was uncomfortable in clothes that didn't fit and I was on this awkward fence trying to cope with the ever growing baby bump and now I see myself in a whole new light and it's truly beautiful.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Ba Rum Pum Pum Pum.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Nothing To Wear!
Monday, October 27, 2008
Week 16 And Counting.

Friday, October 24, 2008
Belly + Spicy Food = Bad News.

Thursday, October 23, 2008
Breaks My Heart!

Belly Limbo.
I suppose it's not a big deal about the belly getting bigger. I mean, it's gonna happen right? It's just strange to have your body so out of wack. I love rubbing my teenie tiny baby bump don't get me wrong, but I think I'm still at the point where I am a little self conscience about it. If you didn't know I was pregnant you would probably think I had a really big lunch or something along those lines. I'm just not quite to the point where my belly is baby ya know? It's stuck in limbo right now. The place where clothes don't fit but you don't want to buy new clothes because you will only grow out of them so you just wear the same 4 shirts and same pair of jeans over and over. The place where you get home, peel out of your clothes and throw your husbands t-shirt and sweatpants on. That's where I am.
I'm looking forward to the belly getting bigger and all the fun things to come, but at the same time I don't want to rush through pregnancy. It's sort of like rushing through life. If you don't stop to enjoy it, you will miss it.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Mobile.

The Baby Bump.
9 weeks.
15 weeks.Monday, October 20, 2008
It's Like Puberty All Over Again!

Play Ball!

15 Weeks And Counting!

Friday, October 17, 2008
That Stuff's Cold!
Anyway, needless to say we heard the little ones heartbeat. It's loud, clear, strong and healthy! All great news you love to hear. It truly is such a feeling to hear that noise and know that your baby is doing just fine. It puts my entire mind at ease! The doc also told me the cramping I have had lately that has had me doubled over is totally normal. It's all the shifting, growing and ligaments stretching. Good times of course.
And I'll have you all know I have gained a total of 7lbs during these 14 weeks, so I am doing just peachie.
After the appointment I did buy some maternity jeans last night and I swear these things are amazing! I know I have more growing to do and they will fill out, but I tell you what they are a life saver. My old jeans were just cutting me in half and it was really causing some pains. But now, watch out world I can run a marathon in these bad boys.
4 weeks and counting until we know if the bun in the oven is a he or she! Can't wait.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Doctor Appointment Today!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008
I Think It's Time...
Cute!

My Latest Swooning.

I Bought It!
Monday, October 13, 2008
Love It. Want It. Must Have It!
Spotted this crib set. I am in LOVE with it! I think it can totally go in the nursery because it's not really a "theme" so to speak. It's just little shapes of color. Plus the room is brown already and the bird on the branch I painted is brown, green and white (see post "we did it"). So I think this could work. Plus, we'll get other plain sheets etc to mix in. The hubby likes it, but we're going to look at it together tonight and hopefully order it. Did I mention that it is only 53.00 and it comes with a bumper, fitted sheet, dust ruffle and reversible quilt? What a steal!Wish me luck!
P.S. That's our bed in the photo too! SO cute!
14 Weeks Here We Come!
You are now in your second trimester! Your baby's crown to rump length is 3.2 to 4.5 inches long and he weighs approximately 1 ounce now. Your baby is about the size of the average fist. Now that you are into your second trimester, you may be starting the best part of your pregnancy. You will probably start to feel more energetic and you may get the `pregnancy glow`. Your uterus is beginning to swell week by week and you can follow its progress by locating the top of the uterus. The position of the top of the uterus will continue to gradually move up your abdomen, from beneath the
pubic line to above your navel. Maternity clothes are probably necessary now. At this time, your baby's face is becoming more developed. The cheeks and bridge of his nose appear and the ears move from the sides of his neck to much higher on his head. The eyes continue to come closer together. A big development from this week onward is the development of lanugo. Lanugo is the fine hair that grows over almost your entire baby. The hairs grow in whirled patterns that follow the grain of his skin. These patterns later give way to your baby's fingerprints. The lanugo will be shed before birth and replaced by thicker, coarser hairs. Your baby's thyroid gland has matured and starts to produce hormones. If your baby is a boy, the prostate will appear and the ovaries descend from the abdomen into the pelvis in baby girls. The embryo`s soft cartilage is now being replaced with ` real` chalk bones. Your baby has eyebrows, but no eyelashes. Fine, light hair also begins to grow. Ikea Or Bust!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Stomach Pains.
It's no wonder my jeans are snug.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
The Match Game.

13 Weeks Preggers.

My little peanut is getting bigger and bigger.
This is the last week of your first trimester and your baby weighs 14 to 20 grams. The crown-to-rump length of your growing baby is 2.6 to 3.1 inches. Your baby is now about the size of a peach. Fetal growth is amazing from now through about the 24th week of pregnancy. At this point of your pregnancy, there is a steady flow of pregnancy hormones in your bloodstream. Your body will adjust to the changes and morning sickness might stop and other early symptoms will begin to ease. Because the second trimester is approaching, feelings of anxiety or nervousness may also diminish. You have probably gained some weight by now. You are losing your waist and your clothing is probably fitting snugly. Tissue that will form your baby's bones is being laid down, especially around the head and limbs. The nose and chin are becoming more prominent. Your baby's eyelids meet and fuse together and they will not open again for nearly four months. The eyes started out on the side of your baby's head and they are now moving closer together on the face. The ears come to lie in their normal position on the sides of the head. The sockets for all twenty teeth are formed in the gums, and vocal cords are beginning to form.
Monday, October 6, 2008
We Got It!
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Help Me Please!

So if you can help me out I would be so grateful. I have the debit card in hand. I'll even send you a prize!
Grocery Shopping.

2lbs of red grapes
10 Yoplait yogurts
1 make-it-yourself sandwich kit for lunch
1 box of banana twins
I'm definitely pregnant.
Bye Bye Bangin' Bod, Hello Baby Bump.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Baby Boom!
So Jill and Ryan if you are reading this, congrats! We are so very happy for the both of you. And Jill, welcome to the club. You're going to love it!
Not A Good Day.
Monday, September 29, 2008
12 Weeks.

Sunday, September 28, 2008
We Did It!

Please don't mind the mess. That bedroom is sort of a "catchall". I'm sure there will be better nursery pictures to post down the line.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Just Call Me Done.
Today I wake up with a headache and nausea. I didn't get one foot out the door when my allergies kicked in forcing about 15 sneezes and snot out of my nose. So then my head really started to pound and well the drainage didn't make my stomach feel any better. I wanted to crawl back into bed at this point.
Made it to work. Picked up 2 bagels from Bread Co., got to work, toasted them and slathered them in cream cheese. Also, a co-worker brought me a huge slice of cake. SO good!
I don't get it. All I know is that I am ready for my energy and normal eating habits to come back.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Let's Compare.

11 Week Mile Marker.

Friday, September 19, 2008
Dreams Times Three.

Thursday, September 18, 2008
Talk About Bling!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008
The Shakes.
Monday, September 15, 2008
10 Weeks!

Picture Day.

Thursday, September 11, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Ugh.
Monday, September 8, 2008
New Toy.

My Very First!

9 Weeks!

Friday, September 5, 2008
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Shopping Spree.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Tired and Hungry.
Happy 8 Weeks!

Friday, August 29, 2008
No More Stressing!
Looks like all systems go! Whew!
Congrats!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
Clean Bill Of Health.
Growing a baby is weird. And after yesterday it suddenly hit me that it's very real.
7 Weeks And Counting!

Today's The Day!

























